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Hey [12 Nov 2003|08:22pm]
[ mood | bouncy ]

well hey how has everyone been. As for me, great! I know its been a while since i updated so i decided to do it now while i have a little time. I have only took about 7 calls today at work. Its been great. I only have about 30 mins to go and i won't take another call. Jason and I have been doing great i mean we go out every chance we get. We started talking about some serious stuff last night and ended up staying on the phone till midnight last night. Tommorrow is Leeanna's first birthday, gosh she has gotten so big so fast. I have no clue what we are doing this weekend. Tommorrow we are going to Leeanna's birthday, Friday we talked about renting movies, and then Sat i think we are going to the GC ballgame. So i don't know. Well i am out of here. Leave me some.Here is something cute i found:

What you do is go to http://www.livejournal.com/users/mindlesswh0re/
and choose the month you were born in and erase everything that doesn't apply to you.


JULY:
Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Likes to be quiet. Homely person. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Prone to having stomach and dieting problems. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.

Much Love,
Ruth

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Hey [03 Nov 2003|05:08pm]
[ mood | bitchy ]

Well this weekend has been once again a wonderful weekend. Friday night we took Leeanna trick-or-treatin. Boy did she have fun. Saturday, Pig called bright and early. Buddy i sure didn't expect him to call at almost 9. He got the the house at about 10 and we spent the whole day together. I met his mom and 3 nephews. We went up to Odell's house in the mountains. And stayed for the good part of the day. Then we all decided to go eat at Little Mexico. After that we went back to Pig's house and layed around. At around 7 or so we decided we needed to go do something. Odell and McElea made plans so we decided to see what movies are playing, nothing good was playing. We ended up in norton woth Odell and McElea. Boy them guys are goofy. Yesterday Chas come home with us, me and the girls went shopping. After that and i took Chas to APPY, I went to Stacie's to do a favor for Mom. Today was a half day at school and you guys would never guess who is home and i saw today....Leonard, when i saw him my heart just dropped and i just about cried. Tomorrow we don't have school, i have to take Amanda to Hibbits to get some shoes and Pig is picking me up at 4:!5 or something like that. Well i am out of here. Leave me some.

Here is a little quiz:

:x: name = Ruth
:x: piercings = my ears twice
:x: tattoos = none
:x:height=5'3 :x: shoe size = 7 1/2 or 8
:x: hair color = light brownish blonde, with a lil red
:x: siblings = 1 sister
LAST...
:x: movie you rented = Justin and Kelly
:x: movie you bought = The Lizzie McGuire Movie(Amanda's b-day present)
:x: song you listened to = Hilary Duff "Sweet 16"
:x: song that was stuck in your head = none right now
:x:cd you bought = "Metamorphisis" Hiliary Duff
:x: cd you listened to = a burnt one
:x: person you've called = Stacie
:x: person that's called you = Stacie
:x: tv show you've watched = Step by Step
:x: person you were thinking of = Pig

DO...
:x: you have a crush on someone = yeppers
:x: you wish you could live somewhere else = nope, i love it here in the country
:x: you think about suicide = never have
:x: you believe in online dating = yea right......maybe long distance but not online
:x: others find you attractive = i guess so
:x: you want more piercings = yes, my ears 2 more times and my belly button
:x: you like cleaning = ahhh its ok...it has to be done
:x: you like roller coasters = yes some of them
:x: you write in cursive or print = print

FOR OR AGAINST...
:x: long distance relationships = well according to the fact i used to be in one i am for it.
:x: using someone = against
:x: suicide = against
:x: killing people = against
:x: teenage smoking = against
:x: driving drunk = against
:x: gay/lesbian relationships = i mean i am against it but it is whatever floats your boat
:x: soap operas = for

HAVE YOU...
:x: ever cried over a girl = my bestest friend-----yep
:x: ever cried over a boy = of course what girl hasn't at least once
:x: ever lied to someone = yeah
:x: ever been in a fist fight = nope i can honestly say that i haven't
:x: ever been arrested = nope

WHAT...
:x: shampoo do you use = Tresseme or Finesse
:x: shoes do you wear = boy do i have so many i can't begin to list them
:x: are you scared of = spiders, snakes, bees, needled, CHAINSAWS(right pig)

NUMBER...
:x: of times I have been in love? = 4
:x: of times I have had my heart broken? = 5 or 6
:x: of hearts I have broken? = quite a few
:x: of girls I have kissed? = ... yea ok
:x: of boys I have kissed? = quite a few??? i don't know a number
:x: of girls I've slept with? = yea ok
:x: of boys I've slept with? = well ya know
:x: of people I would classify as true, could trust with my life type friends? = maybe 2 or 3
:x: of times my name has appeared in the newspaper? = i'm not at all sure
:x: of scars on my body? = 6 or 7
:x: of things in my past that I regret? = letting someone go

DO YOU THINK YOU ARE...
:x: pretty = sure why not
:x: funny = buddy yea
:x: hot = well ya know
:x: friendly = i try to get along with everyone.....it just doesn't always work :x: amusing - yep
:x: ugly - nah
:x: loveable - yep
:x: caring - yep
:x: sweet - i think i am, others might feel different
:x: dorky - yep

favorite:
5 letter word: ??
actor/actress: Heath Ledger
Candy: Reece cups
Cartoon: ??
Cereal: i don't really have one
Chewing gum: i don't really have a favorite
Color(s): orange
Color nail polish: silver
Day of week: the weekend
Least fave day: Monday (mondays are always bad)
Flower: rose or lillies
Jello flavor: strawberry
Jewelry: braclets and earrings
Special skills/talents: ???
Summer/Winter: summer, i love the warm weather
Trampolines or swimming pools: swimming pool

|| Person who last.. ||

Slept in your bed: me
Saw you cry: everyone at Cindy's going away party
Made you cry: Tim
You went to the movies with: Pig
Yelled at you: my customer on the phone
Sent you an email: Walter

|| Have you ever.. ||

Said "I love you" and meant it?: yes of course...i wouldn't say it if i didn't mean it
Gone out in public in your pajamas: yep....i wore them to school last week
Kept a secret from everyone: yes
Cried during a movie: oh yea...plenty of times
Ever at anytime owned new kids on the block stuff: i might have had a tape
Planned your week based on the TV Guide: nope
Been on stage: yep
Been to New York: no
Been to California: no
Hawaii: no
China: no
Canada: no
Europe: no
Asia: no
South America: no
Australia: no
Wished you were the opposite sex: only once a month
What time is it now?: 8:45 pm
Apples or bananas?: apples
Blue or red?: blue
Walmart or target?: Wal*Mart
Spring or Fall?: spring
What are you gonna do after you finish this?: go home here in about 15 mins
What was the last meal you ate?: lunch at school
High school or college?: HS
Are you bored?: yep
Last noise you heard?: my phone ring
Last smell you sniffed?: ????
Last time you went out of state/province?: ??? i'm not sure

|| Friendship/Love ||

Do you believe in love at first sight?: not exactly love at first sight but maybe lust
Do you want children one day & if so, how many?: yes, 2
Most important thing to you in a friendship is: TRUST

|| Other Info ||

Criminal record?: does a speeding ticket count
Do you speak any other languages?: a lil spanish
Last book you read: ???
Name some of your favorite things in your bedroom?: my pictures
Thing you dislike about yourself the most: i'm not sure
Worst feeling in the world: sadness, loosing someone and heartbreak
Who you love: friends and family
Who you miss: Pig


|| You ||

Nickname(s): uff or auntie ruth
Initials: RMM
How old do you look?: people say i look 19 or so
How old do you act?: my age
Glasses/Contacts: glasses
Braces: nope
Do you have any pets?: 6 cats, a dog, and a goldfish
You get embarrassed: oh yea
What makes you happy?: certian people
What upsets you? a lot of things

|| Finish the sentence: ||

I Love to...spend time with my friends, family and someone very special
I Miss.... Pig
I Wish... this woman would shut up
I Hope... that the relationship i am currently in works out
I'm Annoyed by... this stupid customer
I Am... happy
I Want to Be... anywhere but here at work
I Would Never... ???
I'd Rather... be in Crackers Neck
I Am Tired of... these stupid customers
I Will Always be... ME

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[28 Oct 2003|04:45pm]
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HEY! [27 Oct 2003|04:58pm]
[ mood | sleepy ]

Well i had once again another wonderful week....all but last night. Friday night, me Stac and mom all went to the game. Boy did we have a blast. We walked around all night and saw everyone. We stood with pig for a long time. Saturday me and pig went to the park and walked the green belt. On the way back we stopped at a bench and sat and talked forever and then we went and saw the ducks. That night me, Stac and here mom went dancing at the Spur in Gate City and boy did we have a blast. Sunday after church i went to Stacies and we sat around for a little while and then decided to go to Norton. When we got back i went to the Sneed's going away party. Boy did i have a time.... i cried so hard. I didn't think i would loose it that bad but i did. Afterwards i had to go get Amanda, i sat at the HS forever with Talbot, Shannon, Rufus and Desha talking and waited for the kids to get home. Well that was about it for my weekend. This weekend is going to suck b/c it looks like i have to work on halloween. But hopefully not. Well i am out. Leave me some

<3 Ya,
Ruth

Here is a lil quiz i got off Kali's journal:


In The Last 48 Hours, Have You:
01. Cried: nope
02. Bought something: yeppers
03. Gotten sick: nope
04. Sang: of course
05. Eaten: yeppers
06. Been kissed: yep...last night i got one
07. Felt stupid: thats an everyday thing for me
08. Wanted to tell someone you loved them: nope
09. Met someone new: nope
10. Moved on: ?????
11. Talk to an ex: yeppers
12. Missed an ex: yea i guess i have
13. Talked to someone you have a crush on: yeppers
14. Had a serious talk: actully last i did have a wonderful one
15. Missed someone: yeppers
16. Hugged someone: yeppers
17. Fought with your parents: nope
18. Dreamed about someone you can't be with: yep sure have


Social Life
01. Best girl friend: Stacie or Ashley
02. Best guy friend: i guess that would have to be Brandon
03. Boyfriend/Girlfriend: ????
04. If no, current dating partner: well i wouldn't consider his as that yet---but maybe
05. Hobbies: shopping, going out w/ my friends, ya know hangin
06. Pager: nope
07. Are you center of attention or the wallflower: most of the time center of attention
08. What type automobile do you drive: PT Cruizer and Suzuki Sidekick
09. What type automobile do you wish you drove: Eclipse
10. Would you rather be with friends or on a date: either.......i love being out with my friends but nothing can beat a date.
11. Where is the best hangout: Norton Wal*Mart on a Friday or Saturday night
12. Do you have a job: yeppers...i work at Sykes
13. Do you attend church: whenever i can
14. Do you like being around people: yeppers

Who:
01. Have you known the longest: Joyce
02. Do you argue the most with: no one really
03. Do you always get along with: for the most part
04. Is the most trustworthy: Ashley or Jessie
05. Makes you laugh the most: all of them
06. Has been there through all the hard times: mostly Ashley...we have been through a lot together
07. Has the coolest parents: that would have to be Stacie
08. Has the scariest siblings: ME.....Amanda is just WOW
09. Is the most blunt: me
10. Is the smartest: I wouldn't say that there is one smartest, we are all pretty equal

Personal:
01. Who is your role model: Cindy
02. What is some of your pet peeves: i cannot stand immaturity
03. Have you ever liked someone you had no chance with: most likely
04. Have you ever cried over the opposite sex: of course.....numerous times
05. Do you have a "type" of person you always go after: kinda i guess but they are all unique
06. Have you ever lied to your best friend(s): no i don't think so
07. Ever wanted to get revenge on someone because they hurt you: hell yea buddy 08. Would you rather be dumper or dumped? neither......but if i had to be one of the two it would most likely be the dumper
09. Rather have a relationship or a "hookup": relationship
10. Want someone you don't have right now: not really.....i think i have the one i want right now
11. Ever liked your best guy/girl friend: of course
12. Do you want to get married: yes
13. Do you want kids: that would be a YES!!!
14. Do you believe in psychics: nope
15. Do you believe you know the person whom you will marry at this point in time: i'm not sure....i mean that is a while down the road you never know what will happen in a few years
16. What is your favorite part of your physical appearance: my eyes or my smile
17. What is your favorite part of your emotional being: my friendlyness
18. Are you happy with you: i guess so
19. Are you happy with your life: actully YES, i am a very happy person right now
20. If you could change something in your life right now, what would it be: work and school

Currents
[ Current Clothes ] khakis and a peasant top
[ Current Mood ] tired
[ Current Music ] none
[ Current Taste ] nestea [ Current Make-up ] foundation, powder, eye shadow, and blush [ Current Hair] straight and down
[ Current Annoyance ] this stupid customer i am talking to on the telephone
[ Current Smell ] perfume
[ Current thing I ought to be doing ] working
[ Current Desktop Picture] purple, pink,and peach flowers
[ Current Favorite Group ] i don't really have just one
[ Current Book you're reading ] none
[ Current CD in CD Player ] Hilary Duff
[ Current DVD in player ] How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days
[ Current Color Of Toenails ] Silver
[ Current Refreshment ] Nestea
[ Current Worry ] none really

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Hey Guys [15 Oct 2003|05:44pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]

Well once again i am here at work....thats nothing new. I only have about 3 hours to go. YAY!!! Well i am sick and tired of people being picked on just b/c they are short, it really hurts their feelings and i am tired of it. This little groups of immature boy needs to stop and stop it now before i have to stop it my self and let me tell you its not going to be pretty. I mean come on lets grow up a little. Well me and Ashley had a great talk. I miss those talks so much---Much Love Ashley....you're right we do need to listen to DUCK and start spending sometime together. One day we are both off or like you said on a Fri or Sat when you get off work go out and eat or do something. I know neither of us have a lot of time but we need to make time(like you said last night). Hopefully you will be off for the APPY game and we can all go eat before it and then go to the game together. Well school is going great, i am going so well in all of my classes. I love my teachers and we just have an all around great time. So far my senior year has been great. We have a senior meeting Friday and i can't wait. Well guy i guess i am out of here. Its almost time for break.

Much <3,
Ruth

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Hey [09 Oct 2003|06:32pm]
[ mood | busy ]

Well it has been a long time since i have updated. I have been so busy here lately. I am still working at SYKES, which is a major pain. But i have to keep my job for marketing hoplfully everything will get better. Me and Tim finally broke up for good, it was actully about a month or so ago but he is still stalking me. Everywhere i go he follows me and he is always calling me. I am getting really sick of it. I was back with Jason there for a little while but that didn't work out either. I had too much stuff going on and he was a little too immature to handle it all. But of course you know how guys are. Right know i am kinda talking to a guy from Sykes. I hope stuff will start to happen. Even though he is a little bit older. But hey that never stopped me before so why would it now. I mean he is a little olderr but Tim( a year or so) but oh well. School is going great. Football season is about over, there is only 4 games left. So far we have only lost 1 game and that was to Brethitt Co. by one lousy point. Homecomming was great. Tasha was in the court. But she didn't win Ashton did. I was so disappointed. This year has been flying by so fast it is unbelieveable. I mean we are already half way thru the 2nd 6 weeks. It is almost time for Senior supplies and to get our cap and gown pictures. I mean i cannot believe it has went by so fast. Well that is about it for me.

Much Love.

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Hey [11 Aug 2003|07:37pm]
[ mood | sad ]

Well i made it through my first day of being a senior without crying----i am so proud of my self. Even though i did feel the tears comming on a few times when i realized Doug wasn't going to be there ever again---That upsets me so bad, i mean how can they leave someone with us for 3 years and then when it go to the point when all the troublemakers were begining to get better and to respect Doug they had to move him and throw in Mr. Asshole(as i have heard him refered to). It is not going to be the same with out Doug or Mr. Noe either one. School really isn't going to be that bad this year....i only have 3 classes. This semester is Sociology, Algebra 2, and Marketing. Then i leave at 2 so i can go to work.Well thats about it for this update---oh yea other then the fact that me and Tim are going to try to work things out again---hopefully it will work out this time. Well here is a little survey i got from Kali's journal:

USUAL
:x: name = Ruth
:x: age = 17
:x: piercings = my ears twice :x: tattoos = none yet
:x: height = 5'3 or 5'4
:x: shoe size = 7 1/2 or 8
:x: hair color = light brownish, blondish, red
:x: siblings = 1 sister

LAST
:x: movie you rented = "Maid in Manhatten
:x: movie you bought = i didn't buy it---Aunt Debbie bought me "How to loose a guy in 10 days" for my birthday
:x: song you listened to = I'm not sure which one it was---one of the songs on my mine and sissy's #7 cd
:x: song that was stuck in your head: none at the moment
:x: cd you bought = i don't buy cd's, i burn them
:x: cd you listened to = almost all of them are burnt
:x: person you've called = Jeannie(Stacie's mom)
:x: person that's called you = Stacie called this morning
:x: tv show you've watched = Saved by the bell this morning before i left for school
:x: person you were thinking of = Tim

DO
:x: you have a crush on someone = i wouldn't really
:x: you wish you could live somewhere else = sometimes but i do have to admit that i do love it here
:x: you think about suicide = never have
:x: you believe in online dating = sure i do
:x: others find you attractive = i guess
:x: you want more piercings = yes--i want my ears pierced again and also my belly button done :x: you drink = nope
:x: you do drugs = nope
:x: you smoke = nope
:x: you like cleaning = depends on what kind of mood i am in
:x: you like roller coasters = yes
:x: you write in cursive or print = print
:x: you carry a donor card = nope

FOR OR AGAINST
:x: long distance relationships = totally for it--been there done that..... It was the best year of my life and i regret ever letting him go
:x: using someone = against
:x: suicide = against
:x: killing people = against
:x: teenage smoking = i say "whatever floats your boat"
:x: doing drugs = ^^^^^^^
:x: driving drunk = totally against
:x: gay/lesbian relationships = i say "whatever floats your boat"
:x: soap operas = for them

FAVORITE
:x: food = french fries
:x: song = there are just so many
:x: thing to do = hang off with my friends
:x: thing to talk about = well ya know
:x: sports = i love watching football and nascar
:x: drinks = Coke, Tea, and Mountain Dew
:x: clothes = all of them
:x: movies = all kinds
:x: band/singer = Sugar Ray :x:Holiday = Christmas
:x: cars = ford focus, pt criuzer, honda civic

HAVE YOU
:x: ever cried over a girl= yes---over my friends
:x: ever cried over a boy= of course---plenty of times::::::especially a lot here lately
:x: ever lied to someone = yes
:x: ever been in a fist fight = nope
:x: ever been arrested = nope

WHAT
:x: shampoo do you use = Tresseme :x: shoes do you wear = right now all i wear is sandals
:x: are you scared of = love, death, bugs, bees, snakes

NUMBER
:x: of times I have been in love? = i would have to say 3
:x: of times I have had my heart broken? = wow thats a lot
:x: of hearts I have broken? = thats a lot too
:x: of girls I have kissed? = none
:x: of boys I have kissed? = that is also a lot
:x: of girls I've slept with? = none
:x: of boys I've slept with? = n/a
:x: of drugs taken illegally? = none
:x: of people I would classify as true, could trust with my life type friends? = 2 or 3
:x: of people I consider my enemies? i don't think i have any enemies
:x: of times my name has appeared in the newspaper? i'm not sure
:x: of scars on my body? = i'm not sure of the exact number
:x: of things in my past that I regret? = letting someone very special to me go---i really do regret it and i do have to say it was the biggest mistake of my life- he is gone now, he is actully gone to Japan for a year(somekind of Marine expedition).

FAVORITE
:x: disney movie - Beauty and the Beast
:x: word - i don't know it i have a favorite
:x: nickname - uffy, ruth marie
:x: guy name - Dorian
:x: girl name - Mahala Rhea
:x: eye color- blue or green
:x: flower - rose
:x: piercing - ???????
:x: actor - Heath Ledger, Josh Hartnett, Vin Diesal---there are all kinds more
:x: actress - i don't realy have a fav

DO YOU THINK YOU ARE
:x: pretty - sure
:x: funny - of course :x: hot - i'm not sure
:x: friendly - to certian people----depends on if they have pissed me off
:x: amusing - can be
:x: ugly - sometimes :x: loveable - very much so..
:x: caring - very much so..
:x: sweet - very much so..
:x: dorky - sometimes

Much <3,
Ruth

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Hey! [10 Aug 2003|03:46pm]
[ mood | good ]

Well here is a little quiz.....i was bored here at work so i decided to do it. Me and Tim are over for good....lets just say i am not too happy with him at the moment, just like i am not happy with his little friends who decided to cuss me on the phone-that really pissed me OFF. Well i only have about an hour left....thank the lord and then i am out of here. I am going to Stacie's tonight for Jerry's birthday party. I have already been out there once today to meet Wendell(mom's new boyfriend)....he is really nice it seems like she has found her a good one. Mikey is in town for a week--they made him take a leave b/c already has way too many work days in for the year....thats great-im going to try and spend a little bit of time with him while he is here. Maybe we can get together saturday day b/c i have to work from 5-10 everynight but tuesday and wends. So yea....i am going to get that changed-i am going to try to have friday's and sunday's off and work an earlier schedule on Saturdays. But i don't know. Oh no tomorrow is the first day of my senior year...i am kind of dreading it---i mean i want to graduate but i don't want to.....I am going to miss high school and just school all together---the lunches, classes, and all the times i have spent with my friends. Well that is enough about that---i am going to make myself cry Well i am out of
here.
Much <3
Ruth
---Right Now---
WHAT COLOR PANTS ARE YOU WEARING?: blue jeans
WHAT SONG ARE YOU LISTENING TO?: i'm not....i am listening to some guy go on and on about his problems
WHAT TASTE IS IN YOUR MOUTH?: pizza
WHAT'S THE WEATHER LIKE?: i can't tell
HOW ARE YOU?: i am actully pretty good

---Do you...---
GET MOTION SICKNESS?: yes if i am headed up a curvy mountain road with Tim driving i get VERY sick.
HAVE A BAD HABIT?: a few
GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENTS?: i always get along with my mom, but not so often with my dad
LIKE TO DRIVE?: yes i love to drive
TYPE WITH FINGERS ON THE RIGHT KEYS?: most of the time
DRINK?: nope
SMOKE?: nope
WEAR CONTACTS?: nope--glasses
HAVE ANY SIBLINGS?: yes

---Favorites---
RELATIVE: here lately i have gotten very close with my cousin Bobbie
TV SHOW: "who wants to marry my dad", the golden girls, and the nanny SHAMPOO: tresseme
COMMERCIAL: the ones with dale jr.
MAGAZINE: cosmogirl, seventeem, ym
NON-ALCOHOLIC DRINK: coke
ALCOHOLIC DRINK: none
THING TO DO ON THE WEEKEND: be with my friends
BAND OR GROUP: i don't have a favorite
SINGER: i don't have a favorite
MOVIE: "how to loose a guy in 10 days",
FOOD: i can't say that i have a fav
SCHOOL: ut or va tech
LEAST FAVORITE SCHOOL: ? appalachia
BOY NAME: Dorian
GIRL NAME: Mahala
HANGOUT: Norton or Wal*Mart
RESTAURANT: McDonalds or Little Mexico
FEELING: love
ICE-CREAM FLAVOR: peanut butter
VACATION PLACE: Chicago
SPORT: i love watching football and nascar
MUSIC: rap
STORE: goody's, walmart and catos
DAY OF THE YEAR: my birthday
MONTH: June, July, and August

---Future---
IN FIVE YEARS: probably just graduating from college
TEN: i will be working at a primary or elementary school in wise county, hopefully married with at least one of the 2 kids i want if not both of them. PLACE: right here in good ole' wise county
GOALS: becone a teacher, become and loving wife to a wonderful husband and become a mother to 2 beautiful children

---Have you...---
BROKEN THE LAW: no i can't say that i have
RAN AWAY FROM HOME:
STAYED UP TILL FOUR ON THE PHONE: yup.
SNUCK OUT OF THE HOUSE: why would i have to do that.....they let me go where i want, when i want
EVER GONE SKINNY DIPPING: sure have
MADE A PRANK PHONE CALL: of course...who hasn't
EVER TIPPED OVER A PORTA POTTY: no
USED YOU PARENTS' CREDIT CARD BEFORE: no i have my own
FELL ASLEEP IN THE SHOWER/BATH: yes in the bath tub...quite a few times
FELL ASLEEP WHILE EATING: when i was little
FELL ASLEEP WHILE DRIVING: nope
DRIVEN A CAR: yes
EVER MET SOMEONE FAMOUS: yes, i've met a few race car drivers
WANTED TO DIE: yes
BEEN ON A PLANE: no
WENT SWIMMING IN THE OCEAN: yes
BEEN IN A SCHOOL PLAY: no
CRIED IN PUBLIC: yes----more then once
LET A FRIEND CRY ON YOUR SHOULDER: yes
GONE TO CHURCH: yes
READ THE BIBLE: yes
FISHED: yes
CAVAIR: do what??????? SEEN SOMEONE DIE: i sure have

---Love---
BOYFRIEND?: at the current time i am SINGLE
SEXUALITY?: straight
CHILDREN?: i want some.....one day but until then i am happy with my god baby
BEEN IN LOVE?: yes....to tell you the truth more times then i think i should have been
HAD A HARD TIME GETTING OVER IT? yes, i am going thru a rough time right now
BEEN OUT WITH SOMEONE?: yes
TOO SHY?: i used to be shy----Teacher Cadet changed me
BEEN HURT?: more then once
HAVE YOU EVER SAID "I LOVE YOU" AND MEANT IT?: of course

---Medical---
FRACTURE HISTORY: my right elbow
OPERATION HISTORY: on my right elbow
ALLERGIES: bees
HAD STITCHES: nope
CAVITIES: tons
PHOBIA/S: spiders, bees, snakes, LOVE(getting my heart broke) and dying
OTHER INJURIES: sprained ankles and knees

---Pets---
CURRENT PETS: Sheba, Mel, Tiger Lily(all cats), Tipper(my dog), Miss Whistler(guinea pig)
MOST UNUSAL PETS YOU'VE HAD: probably the lizard
HAVE YOU EVER SHAVED YOUR CAT?: no

---Random---
WHAT IS YOUR MOST PRIZED AND IMPORTANT POSSESSION?: all my pictures and other stuff i don't want to mention WHEN YOU WAKE UP, YOU: turn off my alarm clock, turn on my TV, and feed tiger lily
WHAT DO YOU WEAR TO BED?: shorts and a t-shirt
VEGETARIAN? VEGAN?: no
THINKING OF RIGHT NOW?: WHY?????? why does this stuff always happen?
WHAT DO YOU DO THAT REALLY PISSES OFF YOUR FRIENDS?: i'm not sure, probably a lot.
DO YOU HAVE A JOB?: yes, i work at Sykes
YOUR CD PLAYER HAS IN IT RIGHT NOW: mine and sissy's #7 CD
AFTER SCHOOL/WORK YOU: hang with Stac
IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOUR WOULD YOU BE?: orange
WHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY?: my friends, my god baby and other HAPPY stuff
WHAT'S THE NEXT CD YOU'RE GONNA GET?: not sure yet
WHO DO YOU CONSIDER GOOD FRIENDS?: they know who they are
WHAT DO YOU LIKE TO DO?: be with my friends

---What do you think of?---
EMINEM: he's hot
MARILYN MANSON: hate him---he's nothing but a devil worshiper
GUY BANDS: depends on which one
SPICE GIRLS: done and over with
PREMARITAL SEX: no comment
JERRY SPRINGER: funny
SOUTH PARK: stupid
DREAMS: wonderful

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Hey [09 Aug 2003|03:34pm]
Well the last time i updated i was so exicited b/c me and Tim were getting back together but with both of our work schedules and my school thrown in with it, it is not going to work out at all. Plus some stuff has been going on, like his disappearing for hours at a time and me not knowing where he is. I don't know i wish everything could be back to normal(like before the first break-up) but i know they will never be. He is too jealous and too protective over me. Well enough about that Stacie, Jerry and myself went to the fair last night....Danny was supposed to go with me but something happened there(i wasn't informed of the details) but we did see him up there. But even though me and Danny didn't work out we had a blast.....i know that sooner or later i will find the right guy.....i am not in any kind of rush to find "HIM". I am just happy being single. I love being able to go out and talking to who i want and when i want. Even though i do have to admit i will miss him and i will always will me and him are never going to be able to be together.....there are just too many things that went on between us---like the girl from the huddle house and everything that happened when we were broke up that we will never be able to trust eachother about again. Like Bo, and Jason....he hated the fact that i even had anything to do with them. Hopefully Bo will call sometime tonight and we will go to the fair or something tonight....that would just be a blast. Well i am out of here.....its about time for another call. I'm out
<3 Ruth
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Hey! [04 Aug 2003|01:59pm]
[ mood | bouncy ]

Well it has been a while since i have updated and lot of stuff has happened since then. Me and Tim broke up on July 27th. There was a lot of stuff going on and he just said he needed a break and then when i went and saw him that night he told me some other stuff and i said that we were over forever well he called last night at like 11:05 and we stayed on the phone until after midnight....we decided to get back together....i am so happy. I told mom about it and she just said well, she doesn't want us to be together but i do....i think we were ment to be-we are going to be as serious right now, we are just going to take it slow. I really do love him. Well this weekend was rail road days and let me tell you i had a blast. I went Wend, Fri, and Sat nights. Sat me, Manda, and Chas stayed there until midnight riding rides. I was going to go to the fair tomorrow so i can watch Jason ride his 4 wheeler but i don't know if i will now that i am back with Tim so who knows.....Well i am out of here
Leave Me Some.
<3 Ruth

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HEY [25 Jul 2003|01:34pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]

Well it has been a while since i have updated, i have been very busy here at work. We have had ques all week. Today is the first time in about a week we havn't had a que. Well tonight me and Ash are going to the movies....i'm not quite sure who else is going with us but we are going to go see Freaky Friday. Its going to be good to get out with Ashley...me and her both need to have one of our heart to hearts....i know some stuff has been going on in both of our lives and we just need someone we can talk to about it. Well Amanda is leaving tomorrow for almost a week(thank the lord at sometimes) even though it is going to be lonely especially since Tim is working now. Well i am going to go....here is a little quiz i found:

// YOUR ROOM, WAKING UP //
01. What color are your walls? yellow
02. What color is your bedspread/sheets? pink, yellow, orange, blue, and green with flowers
03. What color is your rug? i don't have one right now, but i am going to get one to match my new bed room suit
04. Any posters/bulletin boards/designs in your room? of course, all kinds
05. Do you have a TV? yes i sure do
06. Do you have a phone? not yet
07. Do you have your own computer? no, and i don't plan on wanting one----i spend enough of my time on these darn things
08. Do you have a desk? no
09. What are your most treasured belongings in your room? my pictures
10. What are your most favorite things in your room? i have no clue
11. Do you have any fancy lights in your room? no

// GETTING READY //
01. What is the first thing you do when you wake up? turn off my alarm clock, turn on the tv, and feed tiger-lily
02. Anything unusual? no
03. Do you pick out your clothes the night before work? no
04. Do you try your best to look cute for work? of course

// SCHOOL //
01. What color is your backpack? i don't normally carry one
02. Do you try your best when it comes to work? of course 03. Do you listen or doodle? both
04. BE QUIET - we all know you doodle, but what do you doodle? mine and tim's name, hearts, ya know typical stuff
05. Do you eat your cafeteria food, or go out? i wish we could go out, but ya know we have to eat the cafeteria food
06. What do you do right when work over? go home and change clothes

// HOME //
When you come home are you. . .
01. Miserable? no
02. Happy? yes
03. Tired? yes.....especially after a long day of work
04. Leave me alone? depends on if Tim has pissed me off

// OTHER //
01. Do you take walks around your neighborhood sometimes? i used to but i never have time for that stuff anymore
02. What are some hobbies of yours? go out with my friends( on thing i need to start doing more of), and of course spending time with Tim
03. Do you collect anything? pictures and care bears
04. What do you do in your spare time? i spend all my spare time with Tim
05. Are you in love, or at least falling? yes i am

// NIGHT TIME //
01. What do you do before you go to bed? talk to Tim on the phone and watch tv until i fall asleep
02. Do you kiss your parents/guardians goodnight, or just say "goodnight"? just say goodnight, ocassionally i kiss my mommy goodnight
03. What way do you sleep (ex: on your side, tummy, etc.)? on my side, sometimes my back or stomach
04. Do you like your life? yes


Be good. Love ya guys.

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HEY [13 Jul 2003|04:55pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]

I was bored here at work so i decided to do this little survey i got off Kali's journal. Well i only have about 4 more mins left, thank the lord and then it't time for my birthday party.....YAAAAAA!!!! I just can't wait to go home.....working on sundays really sucks because there is no one here, well except Court, John, Paul, and Burchell. Well i am out of here. I'll update later....Leave me some
Name: Ruth Mullins
Age: 17 well, i will be on Tues
Height: 5'4" - 5'5"
Weight: i'm not telling
Ethnic Backround: i'm not sure
Hair: long and straight
Complexion: tan
Glasses/Contacts? glasses
Zodiac: Cancer
Location: at the current time i am in Wise
Occupation: CST at Sykes
Residence: my house
Personality: sweet, nice, fun to be around, CRAZY
Shaven/Beard/Mustache? n/a
Siblings: one real sister, and of course there are my two adopted siblings(Johnny D and Chas)
Rank:the oldest
Night Owl/Early Bird? night owl
Pets: Tipper(dog), Ms. Whistler(guiena pig), Sheba(cat), and Tiger Lily(my new kitten)
Kids: none
Number of times engaged/married: once(right now i am currently engaged)

FAVORITES

Color:Orange
Meal:Chicken
Sandwich: Roast Beef
Soup: Chicken Noodle Soup
Meat: Chicken
Recipe: i'm not sure
Book: don't have one
Movie: there is quite a few
Magazine: cosmo girl
Newspaper: i don't read the newspaper
Section of Newspaper: none
Comic Strip: none
Cartoon: i don't have one
Cartoon Character: Scooby Doo!
Candy: reece cups
Snack: doritos
Season: summer
City: Chicago
Ice Cream Flavor: peanut butter cup
Ice Cream Topping: carmel
Soda: coke
Drink: sweet tea
Animal: kittens
Music: different kinds
Music Group: there is a bunch
Song: ^ points above ^
Singer: again ^ points above ^
Genre: ????
Game: Life
Subject: NONE
Color Ink: purple
Holiday: christmas
TV Show: The Nanny
Perfume/Colonge: My Ocean, and Adidas
Fruit: watermelon and strawberries
Vegetable: cucumbers
Flower: roses and lilies
Plant: none
Store: Walmart
Outfit: i don't really have a fav
Poet: none
Author: none

MISCELLANEOUS

Hobbies: hanging out with my friends, and of course spending time with my sweetheart
Idea of a Romantic Date: i'm not exactly sure but as long as i am with Tim it doesn;t matter
Mama's Boy/Daddy's Girl? how about mommy's girl
Want Children in the Future? of course
Quirks: ???
Crayons/Markers/Chalk/Pencil/Ink/Charcoal/Paint? crayons and markers
Socks/Barefoot/Slippers? barefoot
Prefer to Have True Love or Good Luck? true love
Favor Chocolate? of course who doesn't
Favor Peanut Butter? yes
Favor Whipped Cream? yes
Religion: christian
Prefer Thunderstorm/Blizzard/Flash Flood/Tornado/Hurricane? none
Prefer to See a Woman with Her Hair Up or Down? ????
Prefer to See a Man with Long or Short Hair? short
Notices First on a Man/Woman: EYES


PAST
-first grade teacher's name: Mrs Harklroad(Cooper)
-last word you said: Thank you for chosing SBC Internet services, have a great day!!!
-last song you sang: not sure
-last thing you laughed at: probably TIM
-last time you cried: a couple of nights ago(Wed i do believe)

.PRESENT.
-what's in your cd player: different things
-what color socks are you wearing: it's summer you should already know i am not going to be wearing socks
-what's under your bed: nothing
-what time did you wake up today: 8:45am

.FUTURE.
-what is your career going to be: Teacher
-where are you going to live: as of right now the plans are to move to KY
-how many kids do you want: 2
-what kind of car will you drive: who knows

.CURRENT.
-current hair: down and straight
-current clothes: black capris with my new white shirt with pink flowers
current jewelry: earrings, bracelet,ring from goody's,class ring and of course my watch
-current annoyance:actully no one right now
-current smell: coconut lotion
-current longing: i don't have one
-current desktop picture: at work it is Dale Jr. but at home it is a pic of me and Tim
-current favorite music artist: quite a few
-current book: none
-current worry: i have a few things on my mind
-current hate: no one i can think of
-story behind your username:uffy(thats my nickname from JD) and marie is my middle name
-current favorite article of clothing: im not sure
-favorite physical feature on a girl: none
-one person you wish was here right now: TIM
-line from the last thing you wrote to someone: can't think of anything
-I am happiest when: i'm with Tim
-I feel lonely when: i'm depressed
-favorite authors: none
-do you think too much: way too much
-if you could live anywhere in the world, where: Australia
-famous person you have met: i don't know
-do you have any regrets: of course everyone has regrets, i'm just going to mention them
-sex or love: love
-favorite coffee: none
-favorite smell: guy's colgne
-what makes you mad: liars and when someone is mad at you for no apparent reason
-favorite way to waste time: talk on the telephone
-what is your best quality: i'm not sure
-are you in currently in love/lust: yes i sure am
-what's the craziest thing you have ever done: i'm not sure, i've acted pretty crazy in my days
-any bad habits: biting my nails when i am upset or nervous
-do you find it hard to trust people: depends on the person
-last thing you bought yourself: i bought some MORE shoes last night
-bath or shower: shower
-favorite season: summer
-favorite color: orange
-favorite time of day: night
-gold or silver: silver
-any secret crushes: there secret remeber

.FASHION.
-how many coats and jackets do you own: i have no clue
-do you wear a watch: everyday
-favorite pants color: jeans
-most expensive item of clothing: i'm not sure
-most treasured: dunno

.YOUR FRIENDS.
-do your friends know you: i would like to say that
-what do they tend to be like: just like me
-can you count on them: of course
-can they count on you: well i don't see why not

.LAST.
-last book you read: i'm not sure
last movie you saw: we watched drive me crazy last night
-last show you watched on tv: the Nanny
-last song you heard: i don't remeber, whatever song is in my CD player
-last thing you had to drink: Dr. Pepper
-last thing you ate: popcorn
-last time you showered: this morning
-last time you smiled: a few mins ago
-last time you laughed: last night
-last person you hugged: Cawood at Double Kwik
-last person you talked to online: i messaged Stacie offline last night
-last person you talked to on the phone: Tim

.DO YOU.
-smoke: no
-do drugs: no
-drink: no
-sleep with stuffed animals: yes my moo cow
-have a dream that keeps coming back: no
-play an instrument: no
-believe there is life on other planets: no
-read the newspaper: sometimes
-have any gay or lesbian friends: i don't believe so
-believe in miracles: of course they happen everyday
-consider yourself tolerant: yes
-consider police a friend or foe: both
-like the taste of alchohol: well ya know
-have a favorite stooge: no
-believe in astrology:no
-believe in magic: no
-pray: yes
-go to church: yes
-have any secrets: of course doesn't everyone
-have any pets: yep
-go or plan to attened college: yes
-talk to strangers: eveyday of my life
-have any piercings: yes my ears twice
-have any tattoos: no
-hate yourself: of course not
-wish on stars: yes
-like your handwriting: yes
-believe in witches: no
-believe in ghosts: no
-believe in santa: no
-believe in the easter bunny: no
-believe in the tooth fairy: no
-have a second family: yes
-trust others easily: only if they give me a reason not to
-sing in the shower: yes, who doesn't

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hey [11 Jul 2003|02:24pm]
[ mood | sleepy ]

Well well i am here at work once again i am so tired and ready to go home. But i have 2 hours and 30 mins left. After work i am going to goody's shopping, there is a huge sale, but first i have to go get Tim. Well my birthday is tuesday, i already got my present from Tim, he got me a kitten, a pair of shorts and a razor. The kitty's name is tiger lily. She is so precious and she is already my baby. Tim's jealous. Well i can't wait till my next days off i am ready for some sleep, i mean major sleep. Well leave me some. Love ya guys.

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HEY [10 Jul 2003|02:44pm]
[ mood | cold ]

Well of course i am here at work again today. I get off at 5, today is payday....yes!! I wonder how much it will be??? i dont get it till 5 so i wont know until then. We arent busy today at all, thank the lord. There is like 5 mins in between calls. Mike asked me to work overtime tomorrow and with that sad puppy dog face how could i say no---thats plus the fact that i get $17 an hour. I only signed up for 1 hour extra but hey thats 10 extra dollars, plus i only did it for Mike's sake. He's such a cutie.....shhhh dont tell Tim i said that. Well in my last entry i talked about my depressing news, well i just got some more---someone i know(no names mentioned---FOOD LION) is gone for a year on basic training....i didnt realize he was leaving yet. Why do all these guys have to join a branch of the military. Well i talked to Ashley this morning and everything is going well here way isnt she lucky. Some one is treating her very wrong and i don't appreciate it, she is a very nice girl and she doesnt deserve to be treated or talked to in that way. neither does kc. well guys i am out.

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HEY [07 Jul 2003|03:12pm]
[ mood | cranky ]

Well i am here at work again. And i am here for a total of 9 hours today. I honestly think they are trying to kill me.....they have me working 9 hours every day today but Sheri is working on it. I have tomorrow and wends off. I got some of the most upsetting news yesterday--Brad was supposed to get out of the marines in August and come back here to go to school(yes i know i shouldnt worry about him i have Tim but ya know) well he reinlisted for another 5 years well he left this morning for Japan for 1 year. Even though we did have a very rough relationship i still love him and he means the world to me and i cant see how he could not metion it to me, i mean i talked to him 2 weeks ago and nothing was ever said. I just dont know.....but if it is what he wants i am totally happy for him and i hope he has a wonderful time. Well i talked to Ashley last night and her situation really hasnt progressed( i really hope it works out for ya). Well im going to go, Lunch is over and its time to get back on those stupid phones.

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[05 Jul 2003|09:28am]
[ mood | sleepy ]

Well it is almost time for another day of work. I hope everyone had a wonderful 4th. I know I did, even though it did bring back many memories. Well enough about that. Mikey is home.....hooray!!! Im not excatly sure who he brought with him or even if he did, He called yesterday about the time i was walking in for work and said "I'm home" we talked for a few mins and we hang up, then i saw him out in town he waved and i honked......he had a girl with him(i wonder if he got into any trouble????) So Ash how is your situation going??? Call me tommorow i am off.....we will talk

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Happy 4th of July [04 Jul 2003|10:55am]
Well today is the 4th and of course i have to work.....hopefully it won't be too bad today. Me and Tim have been doing better then ever. I am so glad it started to work out....at one point i didn't think we were going to make it any longer. Anyways how has everyone been?? I have been wonderful, but i really do feel that i need to start spending a little more time with my friends. I really miss them and i don't know what i would do with out them.......Ashley i really thank you for everything you have done for me, I love you SISSY(hehe). Well guys once again i am off to work...leave me some comments.
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